Rain Water
雨水 · 滋潤
陽明山二十四節氣攝影｜橫嶺古道
Taiwan Yangmingshan 24 solar terms photography
陽明山二十四節氣攝影｜橫嶺古道
攝影／剪輯：江昱德
詩作／舞蹈：吳星瑩
旁白：江昱德、吳星瑩
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我曾經愛了，卻不被愛。
我曾經愛了，卻失去了自己。
我曾經愛了，卻失去了對方。
我曾經如此努力地去愛啊，
我只想努力地不愛了。
也許，我並不是不想再愛了，
我只是，真的不知道，該如何愛。
再如何努力壓抑，都無法阻止心的萌動，
因為那是生命，活著的方式。
生命在深深感受別人之中，深深感受到自己。
我一直渴望世界需要我，
卻原來，世界從不需要我去愛，
是我需要世界讓我去愛。
直到我去愛，是因為我愛，
不是因為想愛，或想被愛；
直到我愛，不是為了擁有愛，
是因為擁有愛。
I have once loved, but not been loved.
I have once loved, but lost the self I loved.
I have once loved, but lost the one I loved.
I have once loved with all my heart,
yet now with all my efforts not to love.
Perhaps love is still, and always what I want.
I just don't know how.
I can't make my heart not sprout with the spring,
for it's the way of life living itself.
The more life feels others stepping inside,
the more life feels itself stepping outside.
I have deeply hoped to be needed by the world,
only to find that the world has never needed to be loved by me.
It is me that needs the world to let me love.
Until I have learnt to love just out of love,
not out of the desire being in love,
or the fear not being loved.
Until I love, not in order to own love,
but for I own love.
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